An Account of Bringing the Sun to New Jersey
I sat on the chair in my
Room and looked at the winter sun.
Move! Please, just bring yourself
Close enough to shed the blankets
And buy me a few days sleeping
In tall grass.
I’m as tall as Mayakovsky aren’t I?
And certainly as frightening when
My hair is short.
He hung still, his ochre
Staining me a heatless yellow.
It took him three months
To descend and when he did
His voice was hoarse and low.
Late March, he said, left him
Tired as a bird migrating
(Under his own heat) Northward,
And he hoped he could pull
A chair up to my patio table
And rest for a moment.
“You know, you’re only the
Third poet I’ve ever spoken to
And this time it wasn’t even my
Decision — you called as though
I had no choice but to come down.
You know Frank O’Hara? I woke
Him up to dispel his blues,
Yours I could see from all the
Way out in my winter depths.”
I sat and nodded, wiping sweat
From my brow and squinting at
The rays licking the backyard
Paving stone.
Sorry to bring you
Somewhere so glamorless,
Perhaps I could follow you
To Fire Island?
“You stay put, what do you
Think I visited you for? There
Is a saying where I come from,
That you take a shine to someone.
You glowed even in the winter,
Like a beacon wrapped deep in
Snow. Keep on, and shed the
Wraps, it is only a matter of
Time until your words will move
The earth as they moved me.”
The sun got up just as he’d done
For Mayakovsky, for O’Hara, and
Fixed himself in the sky before
Returning to full strength.
With the light I could swear I felt
The grass warm underneath me as
I sat, its blades gowing to meet me,
And the flowers open just
Slightly in their brown clay pots,
And the trees sway in a warm breeze,
Soundless and just for a moment.